sulphur

since my childood... i watch stars.
and i wish i could be abducted by aliens.
and fade away into another completely different world.

...I have been here all day.

i saw this on my livejournal friend tragedija... so i just made my own:

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. tenoque
2. marta
3. zé rui. and joana.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. balqash
2. aqmod
3. enxofre

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. sometimes creativity
2. sometimes my writings
3. and some other times nothing

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. lack of creativity most of the time
2. beeing here
3. i do not have enough time to read

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. two books written
2. some songs made
3. stuff

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the city of lisbon
2. beeing somewhere without shoes
3. ... emptiness

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. the sun (although it is quite strong these days)
2. water
3. a walk

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. underwear (too hot for pajamas)
2. nothing else
3. ...

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS:
1. vast
2. the cure
3. pink floyd

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. from those bands...: "lady of dreams"
2. "lovesong" and "friday i'm in love"
3. "echoes"

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. nothing special, really
2. ...
3. ...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (besides love):
1. beeing hughed...
2. ...kissed...
3. ...and kiss and hugh.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i will travel around europe this august.
2. i will get married in a couple of years.
3. i will work as a climatologist in lithuania.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (or same) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. nose
2. eyes
3. waist

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. to love cars
2. to live in portugal for the rest of my life
3. to stay young

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. reading
3. traveling

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. finish some writings
2. travel
3. to visit another planet

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. a professional writer
2. paleoclimatologist
3. painter

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. lithuania
2. romania
3. belarus

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. ximena
2. lara
3. tânia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. i said before: living somewhere else
2. traveling around the world
3. beeing abducted by aliens

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE!:
1. tenoque
2. myself again
3. amanda

i wish i could buy tickets to the movies all night. just buy them.

this morning i wrote a song. with my computer i added some samplers, other instruments.. and even my voice. it is incomplete (for what i think it is a complete song) but listenable. here are the words i sing there:

COME ONE

my father dies
senses are for a piece of mind
my body fries
look to me and have your time

come on
you wake me
just paint an action and live on

come on
you waste me
just paint an action and live on

come on
wake your fun
waste your fun

my mother tries
but we never go away
my body tries
look to me and have my time

the new hope is that there is no hope at all. we are all the same.
all "hungry men".

celebration of how things should be.

earth is becoming warmer every year.
sea level is increasing 2mm (european standards) every year.
rain falls in northern portugal 6 times more than in the south.

my body becomes colder each year.
my eyes close a bit every new morning.
blood keeps flowing, deeper and deeper... even when i learn that the world is not a world.

2004 is here, so we are glad with a new bunch of tv contests, a new military intervention (i am quite sick of this iraq one), food wastes and people dying.

this is the new year! and i do not know what to do to feel that i am a new guy.

so what about this last year? shouldn't we think that all that happened was lousy, and we should feel (harder) that this 2004 will be the greatest year ever?

so then it goes...

2004 will be another one!
another one to waste or to imagine life.